Monday, December 31, 2012

Christmas. but it is 311212 now.

2011 Christmas Day
2012 Christmas Day
i gained a lot fatter i know :P
oh ya my house christmas tree is super beautiful seriously

ok weird post title but somehow i like it.
i wanted to write something about Christmas but den this post kept saved in the draft until now (311212)
thats why i came up with this title.

was browsing the photos and i saw last year Christmas' photo
went to Rothenburg, Germany last 25 Dec.
to me, the buildings there was awesome
google it
ok larh something like this
random photos lol looks so pretty
last year i had a white christmas
this year i had a warm christmas
ok larh this photo dont have snow in it. but it's really snowing on the first day i reach there.

By the way, 311211 went to Heidelburg and Mannheim.
i had all diff attire actually, but the big coat makes everything looks the same.  -.-
i change the boots too. :)
i had an awesome countdown last year.
and i believe im having another one this year.

New Year Resolutions:
get my diving license if possible
excel in my uni studies
keep on exploring beaches
be an organ donor
register to be an eligible candidate to vote
be happier and healthier
be nice to all my family and friends
work and earn experience if possible
compose a song?
finish my oil painting
never get back
cherish everything im having

感谢 感谢我拥有了这一切

* i just wanna write something irrelevant here and if you think this post is weird den i had succeed!*

Sunday, December 23, 2012


this is normally how i look when we're having karaoke at home. xD #candidphotoagain
photo credit by Herri

i'm cherishing
every moment i have
every thing i'm having

有人说 我最近感触特别多厚
我说 对啊


所以会怕 有一天 幸福会用完

p/s: i know im fatter. everyone says so. =P
love and kisses from me =D

Wednesday, December 19, 2012


be thankful for what you have
be thankful to those who stay by your side
be thankful for every festival you had celebrated
be thankful that you're still living safe and sound

Charles Bridge, Prague

be thankful to the people who gave you chances to explore the world

Prague Castle.
be thankful for what had left in this world

Wenceslas Square
i'll be thankful and happy even this isn't a great photo
at least i still have this great memories, isn't?

I'm just being me.
Thankful for everything i had and what im having.
我会希望有 可是没有也不必强求

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

count your blessing.

be thankful for what you have; you'll end up having more.
if you concentrate on what you don't have, you will never, ever have enough.

i don't eat pork but i made meat rolls
looks like i got some flair in culinary too =)

Monday, December 17, 2012


Today and every day, do one small thing
that makes you happy, and your happiness 
will grow every day.

my super candid photo that i found in my hard disc.
*in love of candid photo recently*
and so what im fat :P

candid photograph is a photograph that is made either without the subject's knowledge or without their explicit permission, hence they are captured unposed.

daddy smiling happily. so random yet i heart it a lot.

Wednesday, November 7, 2012


There's one thing I've learned in life, it's to fight. 
Fight for what's right. 
Fight for what you believe in, what's important to you. 
But most importantly, fight for the ones you love, and never forget to tell anyone how much they mean to you while they're still alive. 

Friday, July 13, 2012

13 of July

realized that all my post were so cin-cai cuz normally they consist of ONLY one photos and all sorts of typing underneath.
this is the last post i swear

gonna stop working next Friday and holidays starts again.
results coming out in less than 8 hours and i got my insomnia again.
still have to work tomorrow morning.

so tired but still cant fall asleep.

swear to update more in the next post.

things to do:
compress all the photos and upload and blog about it
finish all the drama series in my harddisc
copy the photos to friend's pendrive
scan all the old photos into the com
clean my room
get more sleep
rest well
more holiday =)

*september intake*
good luck to me

Saturday, June 23, 2012

every time.

nowadays, im kinda busy and lazy to update this place.
i force myself to post something up whenever im visiting somewhere or going for an holiday.
beach gateaway was totally awesome for May-June.
and im going off for holiday again. next week.
aim : travel at least once in a month until the end of August.
uni starting soon.
means that i should enjoy my holiday to the fullest.
so i shouldnt waste more time here right??

i appreciate what you've done.


*notice the blouse in this post and the previous post =)

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

im still alive.

ello!!! :)

it's the end of May ady
and finally i have my time sitting down updating my blog.

time had passed pretty fast and i cant even have my time to rest properly.
working, playing, lepak-ing, movie-ing, swimming, hanging out with friends had stolen all my precious time.
stop twittering too ='(

finally its my holiday time.
setting off tonight to my beach gateaway again. =)
this round its different.
with family and a lot of them will be going together.
dad booked bus, that means cousins will be tagging along too.
saw a lot of alcoholic drinks in my house standing by to be drink by my dad workers.
fyi, dad bringing his workers together with us. ok la. actually it's us insist on tagging in. xD
compamy's annual holiday
so just enjooooyyyyy!!!!

to-do-list in june

bake muffins
prepare wraps
visit singapore
shopping in kl
buy a new smartphone
earn more money
drink more xxxxxxx
rest more



Saturday, May 12, 2012



my last update was nearly a month ago
that means i was superb busy for it
at least time passed like zoooommmmmmm (fast i mean)

started working and got my pay
earn and spend using the money was good.
and i save also laaaarhhhh xD

island gateaway still carry on.
may - confirmed
june and july - still planning

stay tuned!

Wednesday, April 18, 2012


hi :D

skipped lang tengah, merang, cherating, teluk cempedak, kuantan post. 
skipped A'Famosa D'Lagos villa plus fireworks' plus melacca post.


here to say


3.48am now

(the culprit must be the milk tea)


i wanted to say that i hurt my back recently. 
and went for whole body massage sponsor by dad. =目
aka urut-ing the muscles.
feeling better now.
dafuq when it pains.

i thought i wont be working for this 9 months holiday.
but im wrong. 
drink more tea and you'll see me there. =)

brought yaschica's branded camera for photoshooting few days ago.
love it vintage way and thanks for pork who took the photos.
(he insisted that must credit to him =.=)

and i think i must force myself to sleep naw. 
or else, i'll die in my workplace tomorrow.

this is a super random contain nothing post.
dont blame me.
dunno what to write.
and i know you still love me.

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

sea. a place where i think i belong to.

stay tuned for the next post.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

突然想念那个 [无眠]

想起以前在班上 每个人赶着画画的时候的情景
就是 听着无眠的时候
有时[通常] 大家都会一起哼着歌
还记得那时跟色狼说 这个画面 好温馨哦 XD
瞬间 感觉 好像昨天的事 还记得很清楚
water poster跟acrylic都会借来借去的
杯子里面的水 都回要一直换
可是的store room瞬间变成了更衣室
混了一整年 完成一个大project
每天就是彩色补色 帮来帮去 大家 太大爱了 :)
连材料 拍照 等等都是作多一点 拍多一点 大家一起用

拿harmony的人 [据我所知] 都没有人后悔过
毕竟 [母爱] 这题 真的太恶心跟讨人厌了

东西还没有整理 明天要去玩 半夜不睡觉 还听韩国歌
我是怎么了啊 xD



Saturday, March 10, 2012

Move on.

It is not easy to find happiness in ourselves, and it is not possible to find it elsewhere.
Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts.

No one is in control of your happiness but you; therefore, you have the power to change anything about yourself or your life that you want to change.

Tuesday, March 6, 2012


decided to write something before the results come out
if not i dont know when is the next update

i've been thinking several ways to get the results
not to get awkward or whatsoever 

and my summary is

First Choice : Take it and peek on the result slip ON THE SPOT
(but actually not peek, you'll see the whole paper)
like this 
not necessary to be good results k
you'll be giving the most genuine reaction
laugh, cry, smile, yell, burst into tears, giggle, sobbing, or jumping around.
i assume all the teachers and fellow students will be looking.
If your results were good, you'll thank your teachers and might ended up taking photos with them.
If your results were so-so or not good, you'll be feel ashamed to face your teacher and straight away on your way back home.
p/s:  im more to the second type if i choose this way to know my results. hahahahaha

Second Choice : Take the result slip back home and see it yourself

you wont know what will happen to you after knowing the results
hence, to me, i think this is the best way to know my results.
most of the people including me myself drives a car to get the results.
i reckon i'll suffer from some mental breakdown or depression or whatever after knowing the results.
so i think this would be the best way
prevent dangering other road-user as you're not in the correct mood to drive.
(driving also need mood laarhhhh xD)

Last Choice : Take the result slip and put it in a whatever-chest-or-box, open it when you're mentally prepared.

This is the most less-%-way that people will do.
Everyone waited for the results for so long and wanted to know the results at the first place.
Even now, online-checking-results are available.
It's a lost that even your friends know your results and you yourself dont know yet.
You worked for it, isn't it?

*i admit im nervous now as the results in coming out in less than 24 hours.

As I said there is nothing wrong with failing. Pick yourself up and try it again. You never are going to know how good you really are until you go out and face failure.
Henry Kravis
All the best!!!!

Monday, March 5, 2012

Down with flu or cold or whatsoever.

Planned to write something
*see the title*
going to rest now

random takes of someone's eye. with makeup but i think it's not bad.
can see the veins of the eye.
new try : macro photography

Saturday, March 3, 2012

i tried.

i tried to blog
but everytime ended up in the draft

lazying around, online and travelling around had been my top-to-do-activity recently.
results coming out soon and i guess everyone is nervous about it
another 4 days.

hoping it wont be to bad.
as i know it wont be excellent.

havin mixed feelings again

will travel again twice in march.
air and beach getaway =)
will be tanned
and sunburn i guess

and i think i should update everyday.
make it a 365 times
im kidding
ok laaa
at least 1 post every 2 days.
stay tuned

Monday, February 13, 2012


should update what situation im in now.

I'm currently unemployed-finished-studying and waiting for results.
I have friends who thought im still in KL.
FYI, I'm back in BP and waiting for the time to pass.
At least until August 2012.

As i said, after exams i went Germany for 1 month. and came back last month and straight away spend my whole chinese new year with loves one and friends.
after CNY  i went Bali for holiday again and there's still a lot of things yet to do.
in between i went to Malacca, Muar and Pontian too. time doesnt seems enough.
didnt really plan to start working as this is the last long-holiday i have. #cherish
It might be a bit bored cause all my friends had started working.
But at least, i got my time for updating my blog and start to compress my photos. =)
Sometimes i go for shopping, sitting in some random cafe online-ing and eat and lepak in mamak stalls.
Should start my series and painting next week. #IfICan
So much things to do and yet im still procrastinating.
Need a turn-over for my room. First of all is to clean it. Aiks. If the turn-over is successful, i'll post photos of it.

Going airport again tomorrow night. xoxo
Hate the journey from a place to a place in the car.
Somehow i feel nausea in the car bumping around and that sucks.
Motion sickness, i called it.
whatever. i just hate it.

*Mum called when i was updating my blog, going to meet her now.
Hug and kisses from me =)

Saturday, February 11, 2012

bali 2012 (beaches)

reached malaysia yesterday night and bali is beautiful. (some certain place.)
should post some photos about it or else it would be in the harddrive and never see the light again. hahahaha.

here we go.
start with beaches.
due to insufficient time, 3 beaches was visited.

First beach in the second day.
Nusa Dua Beach. beautiful and clean.
but the weather was hot and sunny.
planned to try parasailing. but the wind was too strong. unable to parasail. haiz.
zoom in and you will see it's raining.
The second beach was Kuta Beach.
overall was dirty and full of Indonesian.
its a public beach thats y there's a lot of people.
brought the mat along and lying on the beach enjoying sea breeze.
walk along the seaside to enjoy the sunset too.
the third beach :Sanur beach on the fourth day. 
a beach where you can see the sunrise.
i went in the afternoon and the water is clean and nice.
one thing special about sanur was this (see below)
the same beach : consists of two types of sand.
on the left : white sand
on the right : black sand
special right?
the black sand contains volcano substances that cause it to be black.
and the black sand was blocked by the divided and that remained the other side's sand was clean and white.

end of the beaches part.
will update more tomorrow.

Thursday, February 2, 2012

she's crying

ok larh. the title is totally non of my business.
im watching Onlylady and the female lead was sobbing sadly.

im back in malaysia from germany on the jan 20th.
luggages was awfully heavy
if there's next time, i would ensure i wont bring any rubbish back. =)

the last pretzel i had. bought in munich hauptbahnhof and ate it in the airport.
love-shaped pretzel <3

im still in my chinese new year mood now
and still waiting for my results
been having mixed feelings and i dont really know whether it's a good thing a not.

whatever den.
i enjoyed and will keep enjoying

幸福  不是言语能形容的 =)

Monday, January 16, 2012

the 28th day in Germany. 160112. montag

so far so good.
i mean very good.

i got to know that...

1) There's castles and churches everywhere in Europe, in each city and most of them are beautiful and well-maintained.
random ones in bamberg
2) In Czech Republic's casino, they had the minimum gaming age of 18 years old.
see how the guy concentrate in the game.
3) Germany's highway got no speed limit which you could drive 987123657km/h if you could.
220km/h for me is way to fast ady.
4) The original version of pretzels are salty and dry and hard. unlike those in Malaysia
okay la. Germans like it as their snacks. i'll still need more time to like it.
 5) Original black forest cake origins from Schwarzwald and it actually contains alcohol.
i guess the alcohol is in the cream. anyway it taste good =)

Germans are damn fortunate in many ways as they get their privilages.
dunno how to elaborate more about it and i guess the best way to know it is to experience and see it yourself.

Quote of the year by a drunkard during new year 2012.
'' You come Germany, you enjoy life! ''